ยป Sunday, April 22, 2007
wahai teman-teman kuzz...
senyap nye kamu semua kebelakangan nie? busy noh ke nyah?
Lots of tear shed actually last week, banyak terkonang-konang la katekan. Orang yang aku ingatkan tak mungkin wujud balik dalam hidup aku tiba-tiba kembali, mengimbas kembali sejarah. hahaha... mcm faham je aku.
Dulu aku tak pernah percaya atas dasar " orang yang kite sayang tinggal kan kite dan akan kembali kepada kite jika memang die tu untuk kite".. merepek kan... dulu tinggal kan tak kan die ada hati nak balik?
Aku teringat pat satu member aku nie.. die cite tentang "LOVE" story die pat aku. Mase tu kite ramai2 saje je lepak pat swensen... tiba-tiba si "Z" nie dgn segan sipu nye bukak nulut and blurt out the big news... " si 'erm...erm' tu dah contact balik tau dgn aku... and kite dah back together and hopefully this time round for good"...
"erm..erm...?? sape lak tu...? must be her ex BF yang die sayang sangat tu la . Alhamduillah..."
addition to that conversation, we continue with a hot topic... " if he meant for you, he for sure come back to you"
Now aku tanya korang, betul ke?? nak cakap aku tak percaya dengan takdir, tak lah. tapi aku pasrah when once a upon the time dulu adalah hamba Allah nie just walk out of my life just like that. The best part is he got himself a family of his own already.
Now flash back to my conversation with my friends, as for my case, it is so impossible that my 'history guy' would ever come back to my life... die dah ade anak, isteri and one more anak... oH nO... hahahaha... so i told them... i guess he was not meant for me after all.
HOWEVER, this is the best part, si baung tu came back... jeng jeng jeng... wat the hell rite?? Yupz.. telling me all his problems and being his listening ears. I dun even know why he is coming back.
Yes... ramai yang advise aku suruh aku jauh kan diri aku dgn diri. somethings just can not help it u know... i am trying, trust me. To tell the truth, i miss him so much. But i am also aware of the restriction that i should follow... For now, i have to let him go.. FOR GOOD!
Dah lah, lupekan cite sedih, Good luck to all who are involve in "SALAMALAS" a production organise by Ngee Ann Poly Malay Cultural club, 7.30pm at Ngee Ann Convention Centre.
To mOi Cuzzins, 12 May jangan tak jadi lak, jadi mesti jadi nye .....
* why after all these years?*
