ยป Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Dear God,
Can i please be numb?
I don't want to feel anything. I just can't stand holding on to the pains. Let me be numb please.
Dear God,
Can i please be pretty?
I just can't stand the humiliation that i get from those people. Doll me up please.
Dear God,
Can i please be smart?
Why am i so stupid to see what is right and what is wrong? Show me the right way to be intelligent, will ya?
Dear God,
I am so sorry.... Should i hate myself? should i? been doing that all my life and it's felt horrible.
Dear God,
Can you show me whether do i have friends around me?
cause somehow i felt i have NONE!
PS: I will pray for ur happiness. If you are happy, den i am happy for you too. But just remember, if he can do to other girls, he can do it to you!
